Saturday, 25 January 2014

Result

Salam Alaik..

Currently, my holiday mode is ON. Yeayy to me!!hehe..As usual, Unimas is the advanced university (after UTM) that always release final result earlier..always making the students freak out..including me T.T

How was the result??
you know that I'm not gonna tell you guys the result but yeah, tak capai target..again T.T but Alhamdulillah, I passed all the papers :)

I was thinking all day long what was my mistake? what was my problem? Were I too busy with other things? Which part need to be fixed? Was that not enough effort of mine? Lots of question flashing in my mind..I asked my friend were I too lagha with dunya things or what? I have no answer for that...

But then, one of my friends whatsapp me about how to face sadness all that. For sure she never know I was down with my result till I told her. She woke me up with her words. And I felt soooo relieved. You know why? Because we're in the same boat. She realized me about the knowledge. The pointer doesn't really matter but still a matter because it's an indicator showing you how much effort have you put in your studies. Obviously not that enough.

I was worried about the pointer but I never thankful to Allah for giving me the chances to study, to gain the knowledge and to apply them in my daily life. Too much merungut and feel so much comfortable in your comfort zone aren't good habits to be practiced. and OVER confident is killing me!!Allahu..May last semester 3 be a good lesson for me to improve myself in the future.

and maybe I was lacking of tawakal...hurmmm..and I just read and FB status from Yasmin Mogahed and this quoteis very deep and worth to ponder :)

"Useful knowledge is that which makes you grow in the fear of Allah, increases you in awareness of your defects, deepens your knowledge of the worship of your Lord Most High, decreases your desire for this world and increases your desire for the life to come, and opens your eyes to the defects of your actions so that you guard against them."
--Imam Ghazali

--XOXO--


Friday, 29 November 2013

Rest



Salam Alaik..


I need some rest

I need some time

I need my trust back

I need my friends

I need my family

I need my bed

I need my pillow

I need my gween fido

I need my blanket

I need to sleep.. ZzZzZzZz

ehsan

Sunday, 14 July 2013

Puteri Santubong, Puteri Sejinjang..

Salam Alaik.


Puteri Santubong, Puteri Sejinjang,
 Penjaga gunung Negeri Sarawak,
Manis sik ada dapat dilawan,
Anak dak Dewa turun kayangan.


This entry has nothing to do with  puteri santubong legend. Its about the mountain babe! Back then, my coursemate posted on fb about Hiking to Santubong. The fees rm 20++ something like that which is soo cheap. Giler tak nak pergi! I registered my name immediately after reading the ads.Homaigawd, I've been waiting for this opportunity since last semester, at last dapat jugak. Alhamdulillah.

The height of this mountain is not that high ( I can't recall the exact height) but yeah, the route is very challenging. Its very steep you know (for me la)! But sayang seribu kali sayang our team could not make to the top because it was already late. A bit disappointing there but at the same time a bit happy because boleh pergi waterfall. I just loveeee waterfall!! The guide said that the hiking took more or less 3 hours tu pon kalau jarang2 berhenti. But we all around 30++, we stopped so many times sebab kesiankan kawan2 yang mengah. Apa nak buat, we reach half way of the mountain aje lah. Luckily we got chance to snap the breathtaking view from the mountain. And moving to the waterfall. But the guide brought us to the small waterfall because the route to the big waterfall is way challenging. Oh myyy second dissapointment T____T

The brathtaking view from the Santubong

Muka-muka kecewa

After half an hour having our lunch, taking pictures and rendam kaki, we were going down the mountain. Oh, there was no rafflesia at that time, maybe its not the season I guess.

How they did this?
Conclusion is there are so many thing yang belum explore. Next semester kena pergi lagi!! Paperwork pleasee!

Till next week, thanks:)

Dinner Group 5

Salam Alaik.

I'm on holiday now. Jyeahh! Semester break for 2 and half months. What am I going to do? Kak Mut's word flashing in my mind. " Berbakti kepada ibubapa pulak cuti ni". Ehehehe kak mut kak mut.
I planned what I want to do during this break since last study week. Semangat uols!

Actually this entry I'm gonna write about dinner of my group which is Group 5. This group members were selected randomly by my lecturer for Aquatic Instrumentation and Methodology 2 subject. This subject need a lot of outdoor activity since the instruments used has to be tested at the field. The real situation. So most of the theory classes were held at the lab. Since there were a lot of instrument to study, so we were divided into a few groups and Alhamdulillah I got a very nice group members.

During the last midterm break, I went to a field trip like I wrote in this entry . After few weeks, my group members and I decided to go out. Have some makan-makan. We went to Barok Restaurant near the waterfront but Syira was MIA. ehehe.

Few weeks before study week, we went to dine again. This time at the Top Spot. A-must-go-place if you are in Kuching. They serve variety of seafood from common seafood to seafood you never see and eat before. You can choose the seafood by your own and request masak pedas, sweet sour, grilled etc. The prices depend on how much you take. Kalau ambik banyak mahal la kan. The food okay lah not bad, sedap jugak. I give 3/5 stars.

Groupmates :)

After eating, we went to the waterfront, wandering around. Observing what the Sarawakian doing at night. Since it wasn't weekend, not much people there. Last outing, we went out during weekend, along the pedestrian walk, there's a lot of street entertainers. Agak meriah la weekend dorang. At least their teens has some beneficial xtvt to do kan?

In front of the DUN, across Sg. Sarawak


till next post, thanks:)


Friday, 7 June 2013

Feeling blessed!

Salam Alaik..


Never stop praying for good and have a great day ahead everyone XD

XOXO

Friday, 3 May 2013

Story of 'SUGAR'!

Salam Alaik :)

I love cakes, I love ice creams, I love chocolates, I love sweets, I love doughnuts I love sweet thingy but I don't like bicarbonate drinks :P

see..debab kan?

How la not getting fat? semangkuk ekrem tu lahap sensorang ja

I love baking cakes. This is my hobby since I was 16. I started with oreo cheese cake because it was easy-measy recipe :) Sometimes I don't eat the cakes that I baked but I love seeing people eat it. It such a blessed moments you know :) When I was in PASUM, I never care what food did I consume. How much calories in the food and so on. McDelivery almost every weekend is a MUST. haha..macam mana tak gemuk? and yes I was getting fat day by day. Whenever I'm out, I will take away unhealthy food such as KFC, Popeye and Big Apple doughnuts. but everything has changed since my sister's solemnization last December.

early PASUM, still can fit the kebaya..
now no longer fit :'(
Here is the story, the day before my sister's day, Rukun Tetangga area my house held a charity campaign. buat makan-makan, health-check such as blood sugar level, blood pressure and so on. That morning I ate a cupcake for my breakfast ( soo unhealthy, haha), then my mum asked me to check all of them. Before that I told the MA I took my breakfast already..and yes, he still proceed the checking..so here is the result

8.3 ( I'm not sure the unit, hehe)

Quite high is it? I t wasn't normal for my age and I was like

me: whattt? what's happening to me? Am I have diabetic mellitus??? (suara tersekat-sekat, sign of crying)

What do you feel if you were on my foot. At age of 20 your blood sugar level is 8.3. My dad's was 7.4..which means mine was way higher compare to his. Since that day, I felt uneasy, I felt something was wrong with my body..I took less sugary-food which was my favourite before. My mum told maybe there was hikmah this hard thing happened to me. I was uncontrolled and the day after, she asked me to do the checking again at the hospital but I refused. I was afraid of the result. But I still baked meringue cookies before flying back to Unimas:p
Some of sugary-food I used to bake..
looks so deli isn't?so,  how come la I resist this food???
During this early second semester, I didn't take any sugary food and drinks such as cakes, ice cream and any flavouring drinks eventhough there's still sugar in my meals..sugar yang tersembunyi tu nak buat cemano kan? takkan tak nak makan langsung kot. It lasts few weeks and I decided to check the sugar level again at Unimas Clinic..Alhamdulillah, the result made me relief..its 5.3 if I'm not mistaken..lupa sudah, haha

Ever since, I controlled my food intake, how many spoons of sugar a day should I take (including the hidden sugar), how many glass of mineral water should I consume a day, how much calories should I burn in a week, doing exercise 2-3times a week and so on. So far, Alhamdulillah, I can follow the food pyramid suggested. Last semester I didn't jog because I don't have partner to jog with but this semester, Alhamdulillah I have a friend who are willing to accompany me to jog every saturday or sunday.

latest photo of mine :D

So, my point is, everything happens for a reason. It is depends on us to seek the reason or not, to improve ourself from the mistakes or not.

till then. thank you

in front of Unimas Lake (kampus timur)

Saturday, 13 April 2013

#2 Happy Sunday

let's keep fit...have a try this taisho..:)

                                                            taisho (ehsan youtube)